Moving In?

[jehanette]

So my girlfriend made a very vague (or maybe not so vague -- I've just never been in this situation before) overture to my moving out to live with her. I'm in Colorado; she's in Minneapolis. The suggestion brought nothing but panic, and while I was able to push it aside and eat dinner, I can't help but still feel rather nervous about the prospect. I think I could live with her, but at the same time, I can't bring myself to feel excited about the prospect. The most I can feel is a sort of resigned contentment mingled with nervousness.

This is normal, right?

Comments

[strangesistas_writings]

Nervousness is normal but shouldn't you feel a little happy?

[jehanette]

That's just the thing. I feel like I should, but I couldn't feel anything but panic. It's possible it's an idea I just haven't been ready for in my own life, and it doesn't help that this is the first time a relationship's ever gotten this serious for me. I don't know what I'm doing or what I should do.